HIS fate to our family

assalamualaikum wbt..

belom smpai setahin pak uda pergi meninggalkan kami, maklong pula yang menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir.. betul lah, jodoh maut ajal semua di tangan Allah..bila waktunya telah sampai, halang lah macam mane, ia tetap akan terjadi..DIA lagi sayangkan arwah maklong dan x nak maklong derita lama due to her breast cancer..

memang semalam tem ibu tepon smlam terkejut sangat, cz tem ibu tepon baru nak keluar makan sume..teros terbayang femly paklong, especially kakhajar..i hope she can accept the fact although i know its hard..she is the only girl n very close to her mother..dont worri kakahajar, we alwayz by ur side..kuat taw! nie lagi rase nk blek tem rye haji..-sigh-

now, ayah punye siblings tinggal 6 from 8..ya Allah, terlalu besar dugaan ini kepada ahli keluargaku..semoga kami diberi ketabahan dan redha dengan pemergian arwah maklong..bila dulu taw maklong dapat breast cancer, sangat risau coz ade arwah adik ibu pn meninggal sebab breast cancer..tapi i try to positive myself n hope after maklong wat surgery, she going to be much better..and she survived 2 years after having the disease..

the most regretted part ak x dapat blek, dulu tem arwah pakuda meninggal x dapat balik gk..kakiera n abng zaki pn x blek smlam sebab taw dh petang n sume berlaku cm sgt cepat..abg boboy je blek ngan ibu ayah n adik2..ini lah hakikat yang kene terima kalaw stdy jauh2..hanya doa yang dapat dikirim..

ya rabb, dari Allah kita datang dan dari Allah juga kita kembali..itu adalah sangat2 pasti..after this thing happened, it make me loves my parents much more as i know i am quite degil n salu je nk protest sometimes..korang2 yang still ade parents hargai mereka taw, bahagiakan mereka selagi mampu, cz mereka tiada ganti..

pak long, abang saiful, abang fadhul, kak hajar, hafiz, kuatkan semanagat..HE loves her more, banyakkan sedekah yaasin dan alfatihah agar roh arwah maklong tenang disana..Amin ya Rabb..wallahualam, till soon my frends!

Hajah Halimah 1955-2011

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assalamualaikum wbt..

whoaaa, memang sgt lame x update blog..memng bz plus ntenet pn slow, tuu yg niat nk update salu jee terbantut..a lot of things happened, and i wish i could go back during hari raya haji butt i know its just a dream..sighh..

actually rase cm useless giler, ngan lab othodontics which i really2 din like..especially bending wire, i do know y..rase give up pn ade kadang2, n make me think again y i take dentistry..ya Allah, give me strength..n lab prostho pn x payah ckap la..ak antara yang slow nk siapkan..again sigh..n pling best ade exam plak, aishhh fkg nie npe suke wt exam last2 minute? btol2 x suke ngan system dye, but yeahhh u just have to cope with it..

baru2 nie plak ade xm ntok blok dsp2..again i feel like screaming n crying..ingat nk tdor kejap je tem stdy, n padan muka bile terbgon dah pagi plus subuh terlepas..uwaaaaaa..penat sangat ke, ak pn x taw laa..cube bayangkan exam kol 7.30, n ak terbgon kol 7.15! memng terkjut giler nk mati, hahahaa..memng siap express giler n tros naek ojek(moto) n fuhhh xde la lwat sgt ak smpai..dlam 7.40 cmtuu..memng smpai jee dh start n alhamdulillah ak terbgon la kann..

after dsp2, ktorang masok dsp3 plak..n new system is stomatognathic system..excited tuu memng laa excited, tpi bile pk blek ade socca n memng sgt bnyk ak tembak jawapan, rse apee yg ak bljr nie?? kdg2 rase tem bincang tutor, bnyk je salah..sume nk menang tem nk bagi pendapat, n luckily we got dr.ayu..tpi ntok satu kelas tutor je, n other docter cm x tgor sgt salah ktorng..emm stress gk rupenye sem3 nie, even i heard from senior second year is honeymoon year? dont think sooo

bnyk lagi nk cter, n dunno y kdg2 rase x layak je amek course niee..maybe HE knows better, n i just follow the flow..btw, tdi g klinik n scale gigi! seronok giler, rse cm whoaaa bersihnye gigi..hahahaa..poyo giler ayat..teman c anis tdi, n alang2 g la poli gigi..nseb laaa x ramai orang..

i think oni this for this time..dunno when im gonna to update..until soon, bye!